So today was a bad day emotionally. I just wasn't "present" anywhere I was.
I think I ovulated early, just judging by my cervical mucous. So I don't know what is happening.
I had an e-mail conversation with a friend today and she didn't know what IUI was, so I explained it to her. Her response to me was how great it was because there are so many other options, so much hope.
My response was so negative and bland, I actually felt bad. I had said:
"I have to be honest. I wonder if its a good thing that we have all these options. Maybe it would have been better not to and then I don't spend years (and lots of money...I'm spending almost 1000 a month on hormones alone) hoping one of these options would work and intead maybe concentrate on something like adoption."
I'm so glad I have my Fertility EClass....
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